things that cause me a mental breakdown
- slow internet connection
- losing something i held a second ago
- kids screaming for no reason
- girls with annoying voices
- my mom
- arguing with stupid people
trying to finish a paper moments before it’s due.
having a conversation with someone that leads to losing them.
seeing someone that looks identical to my abusive ex.
someone telling me “he didn’t really abuse you” or “that’s not rape”.
dropping my phone.
putting my ipod on shuffle and the song comes on that i was listening to when I tried to kill myself… 5 years ago.
when someone tells me I have a big butt. Immediate self loathing begins.
remembering that I have no friends… except my boyfriend and one friend that lives on the other side of the state.
reading an email from my grandpa that says he’s never been more disappointed in me and i’m basically worthless.
making a to do list and realizing there are not enough hours in the day for you to keep up.
trying to get a shift picked up for legitimate reasons, and nobody replies.
when the light doesn’t come on on the charger when I plug in my laptop.
teachers that change powerpoint slides before you’ve had a chance to take all the notes.
when someone erases something from a chalkboard/dry-erase board and they don’t erase the whole thing.
cleaning the entire house before you go somewhere and it’s messy when you get home.
watching your favorite show online and then… buffering……
trying to pay off credit cards.
studying for the LSAT.
getting pulled over when you don’t know what you did wrong.
going through the security sensors when you’ve shoplifted
significant other or friend saying (or texting) “we need to talk”
realizing that no relationship lasts forever, and trying to imagine your life without the person you love.
I could probably go on forever. I think I’ll stop now before I make myself even more depressed.
(Source: thrpy, via ameli0rating)